its been rather rainy here in the twin cities. with the rain comes a mood of restlessness. maybe its not the rain that brings this mood but rather the hours of free time i have to fill daily. this situation always makes me laugh. those times in life when a spare minute is not to be found, we dream of these days. days of reading books, watching movies, available to do whatever whenever (except internet or tv - because we have neither). this very day, this very month, i am one of those people. in great efforts to make the most of it, the first few weeks flew by. now i feel that i am stuck. stuck in a pit of mud with no way to get out. i am stuck so far in that my motivation to get out it diminishing. instead the mud is sinking into my shoes, between my toes, and long with it come self pity and daily wallowing.
*i do know that wallowing is most likely not a word, i decided to use it anyway
one an upper note: i got flowers the other day. wow, i have the best boyfriend in the entire world. and for a little comic relief, i accidently put my ipod in Japanese...and its stuck...and i can't read/speak Japanese :)
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